God, this feeling SUCKS.

You can't do things right, and you keep thinking about it in your head.

It's like as if you're going mad, hearing voices and all.

All the 'Who, What, Where, When, Why' stuff start popping up, and you get this massive headache.

Everywhere you look, it seems like everything was all planned out, by someone who wanted to get back at you so so badly.

The worst part is, you don't know what was it that you did.

This has been going on for more than a week, and it totally SUCKS TO THE CORE.

You know what, I'm giving up, I'm going to bed.

How I wish I had a car now. I could drive it along the CTE at 120km/h, not giving a shit about the speed cameras, and hearing the engine roar as I break out in cold sweat. How nice that'd be.

I don't really know why, but I've been wanting to do this for the past week. Just too bad I don't have a driver's license. ;(

Had kite painting today. One word - MESSY.

Then had some talk by lecturers and other people from polys. Attended the one on biochemical and lifesciences, and business management. Both were equally boring...

Then had dining etiquette workshop! Can see people change from student to pai-kias, managers and...pilots?! LOL.

All in all, it was a fun experience. Still don't see how the money was well spent though.

I don't have any pictures now, but if I do I'll post it up here. I forgot to bring along my camera today!! :(

Anywho, went to eat dinner at pizza hut with shi jie, bang lian, eldric and leon. PASTA! yumms.

Walked home smelling of cologne+sweat. Eww.

Working shoes are hard to walk in. I kicked my own legs for like more than 5 times while walking home. -.-


Sometimes, you wonder who your true friends arh. You try to make new friends, and expand your circle of friends, but in the process, you sometimes neglect your good friends. The worst part is when they seem to think that you're actually ignoring them, and preferring to hang out with other people than them. In turn, you only cause the relationship between you and your good friend/s to get worse, losing everything you had since then. Go figure.

Crap. This is going to become a monthly thing again. Oh well.

Been feeling moody these days. Just go to school with the sian sian feeling, and like what audrey said; give people the 'qian ta yi bai wan' face. -.-

I think I've been pissing off some people. Sorry if you've received some harsh words from me these days, it's just that I'm feeling very MOODY.

Tried to be cheerful and everything, but it wore off after 1 period.

Gah. What to do what to do. I CAN'T THINK RIGHT.

Maybe it's something to do with my pendant, or whatever its called. I broke it the other day, and the ring broke into fragments. ;(

Wanted to order another 1 online, but my dad don't allow. Something about fraud and stuff. -.-

Still looking forward to going to bugis this weekend. Gonna SPEND SPEND SPEND! I'm so going to break my bank this weekend. =O

And Jogathon's this friday. AHH! I haven't run for so long already. Too lazy to run around the neighbourhood. Maybe tmrw? Hm.

Dining Etiquette's next Thursday. Is there a need to buy clothes and shoes? Nobody said anything yet, so I guess I'll wait then.

Common tests are over, but janice lim still giving class test for sec 3 stuff. gah. I hate all the tests she's giving. It's taking up my free time at home.

Supposed to be studying for LON test nw, bt my mind abit blur. Doze off just now while reading notes. -.-



It's nice right? W705. I WANT THIS PHONE. =X

It's supposed to be launched in Singapore already, but I don't see any advertisements or any telecom operators selling this phone. WHERE IS THE PHONE???

Aw jeez. It's 10.30 already. Gotta finish up the history notes. BYEBYE!

This blog's been dead for like a month now. TIME TO REVIVE! =D

Been doing assignments after assignments for the past few weeks. Thought that sec 4 was going to have more class work than homework. Turns out that there is more of BOTH. -.-

Anyway. Went to NDC this morning to re-cement the temp crown.

Went at like 7.50+? Dentist wasn't ready. Daze for like 20 mins then went in. FIRST PATIENT! Nothing big anyway. -.-

Sit in the f-ing hard chair for like 2hours. Head hurt.

AND I HAVE 3 DAYS MC IN APRIL! WOOPE.

Coz gonna have gum surgery in april, so need take MC for couple of days.

Then 3 months later can make PERMANENT crown, meaning I only need to go back every 6months, not 1month. =D

Taxi to school at 10.35+. Uncle drive SUUUUPER fast. Was trying to remember SD formula, then uncle was like wheezing in and out of lanes on CTE.

Think he had cramps or something, i dunno. He like halfway suddenly make that 'sss' sound, like he in pain or something. o.O

Reached school, just nice go for math test.

I FORGOT MY CALCULATOR! Then i 'borrowed' one from a 4faith person's bag, think is zi zhao or his friend or something. Placed post-it there to say thanks. SEE, I'm a nice person. -.-

gah, then went for SS and history. Hear JL go on and on and on about stuff for 2 hours. the horror!

chem revision for remedial, and did 2 titrations. I CANNOT SEE ORANGE/YELLOW COLOUR! *.*

Pray hard chem prac use screened methyl orange. Otherwise sure piss the teacher off.

Then LUNCH! This time small group, others dunno go where liao. Then went home, drenched.

AHHHH, life is getting TOO boring these days. Is like everytime you clear the pile of homework at night, even more gets thrown at you the next day.

In the end, you cannot do finish everything, and end up owing homework to a teacher.

Good thing there's geog. Can prioritise her homework as the last to do. So if too much homework, I'll just skip hers. =D

So far accumulated the notes, research, WB (never did a page), and other homework she gave in class for geog.

And I'm beginning to hate SS. Every f-ed up day she gives homework like a farmer feeds his pigs. She just keeps on giving and giving and giving. (Santa Clause?)

Had time to blog today because I left all my books in the locker today. Stupid me. =.=

Chinese: Compo due on Monday, ting xie on Friday.
Math: Compile notes on foolscap and write in notebook.
Geog: WB, research, notes. (think I'll ignore this)
SS: 3 SEQs left. Project Work.
Physics: My own half-done notes.

gosh this sucks big time. I NEED TIME. Should have known just now don't go back to school, stay at home and complete all the homework. RAWRRR.

AND I WANT A NEW PHONE! Can someone sponser me? =D

My phone is dying. The touchpad almost failed yesterday, after I conked it on a table edge. -.-

Phones these days are expensive. If only we won the TOTO. How great that'd be.

Off to see if there's anything that I can do then. BYE!